deprivation, the new domestic abusive

I've been deprived of emotional reciprocity for quite some time. I don't care who's fault it may have been, my fault, her fault, the dogs fault (as my coaching mentor would say). I feel as battered intangibly and abused emotionally as victim of non-physical domestic abuse. Unspoken words and the denial of expression can be as devastating and detrimental to a person as words spoken. Lesson #124 Learned. Selah.