deprivation, the new domestic abusive

I've been deprived of emotional reciprocity for quite some time. I don't care who's fault it may have been, my fault, her fault, the dogs fault (as my coaching mentor would say). I feel as battered intangibly and abused emotionally as victim of non-physical domestic abuse. Unspoken words and the denial of expression can be as devastating and detrimental to a person as words spoken. Lesson #124 Learned. Selah.

Logic Over Love. LOL

Lord, please forgive me in advance as I venture into this next stage of life. I've learned to have as few expectations as possible with people and to be aggressive when seizing moments that present themselves desirable. I'm traversing this life at 28 years of age with a 3 year old son and ambitions that I even yet to define. Therefore, this singlationship will only accommodate those women who are driven and autonomous. We will have the most substantial quality outside of the fear of God in common. Here's to the ambitious life. Ambition in profession, in leisure, and in embracing all that life has to offer through an eternal perspective founded on Christ's death, burial, and resurrection.